Wednesday, October 26, 2022

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Ada Huxt. in the NYT:  The world of tomorrow is here today. Mr. Fuller's space frames and enclosures represent the greatest advance in building since the invention of the arch.” She hailed the revolutionary construction methods and the geometrical breakthrough: instead of posts and beams making the rectilinear boxes “that have been the accepted basis of architecture since the beginning of shelter,” the visionary Fuller used tetrahedrons and octahedrons, shapes inspired by crystals and atoms, to create “lacy frameworks of the widest versatility.” These unconventional forms could grow in any direction, she said. They enabled structures lighter and stronger than any before: “The horizons opened stagger belief.” (Huxtable’s colleague John Canaday struck a more skeptical tone: “Frequently he has been thought of as a mildly eccentric doodler with an oversize Erector set.... “R. Buckminster Fuller’ itself sounds like a name made up by Evelyn Waugh.”) 

At sixty-four, Fuller was on the brink of astonishing fame. He was not actually an architect—he had neither the training nor the license. What was he? People called him a poet, a philosopher, a mathematician...

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Fuller himself meanwhile was circling the world, enchanting the rich and famous with his paradoxical scientific mysticism. He charmed Indira Gandhi and David Rockefeller, watched the moon landing in the company of Arthur C. Clarke and Kurt Vonnegut, and somehow managed to impress Samuel Beckett (though the master of bleakness admitted to “slightly quailing at the optimism”). In 1983 Ronald Reagan awarded Fuller the Presidential Medal of Freedom. 

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I found myself in a sort of sparkling kind of sphere,” Fuller recalled. “And I heard a voice, such as I had never heard, ever before, saying, ‘From now on, you need never await temporal attestation to your thought. You think the truth.” And then, “From now on, write down everything you think.” He told this story many times in many ways. In one version, in case the point isn’t clear enough, the voice says, “Bucky, you are to be a first mini-Christ on earth.” In his diary he wrote, “After much philosophical thought while walking about, worked out theory of spheres.” 


At this point, according to his official story, Fuller took a vow of silence and withdrew into himself for two years: “I didn’t want to say anything, make any sounds, until I was pretty sure what those sounds meant and why I wanted to use them.” This was more blarney. “If anything, after his epiphany, Fuller never stopped talking,’ says Nevala-Lee. Fuller also sent away to a correspondence schoo! for a booklet titled How to Work Wonders with Words. Whatever else he may have been trying to invent, he was inventing a persona. His ambition was prodigious. 

 Fuller loved parties and had a string of affairs with young women. He met Albert Einstein soon after the physicist’s arrival at the Institute for Advanced Study and eagerly mailed him a synopsis of his ideas. “In all humility,’ he wrote, “I state that I seem to have articulated aright the ‘open-sesame’ to a comprehensive system of sublime commensurability.” Every prominent scientist gets letters like that. 

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It was the geodesic dome, of course, that made Fuller really famous. “The dome is his emblem,” Fuller loved tetrahedrons. Also spheres. The “theory of spheres” that came to him in his Chicago epiphany was an ersatz physics based on a vision of bubbles: “All matter in unforced state 1s spheroidal not cubistic, and these spheres are expanding for the life of their existence at a fixed rate.” This was nonsense, but it turns out that if you assemble rods in rigid triangles and arrange them to approximate the surface of a sphere, you really have something: a lightweight structural network that distributes load without any need for supporting columns. Fuller arrived at this in 1948. First he called it the “Atomic Buckalow.” Later he borrowed the word geodesic from geometry: a geodesic line is a segment of a great circle on a sphere, the shortest distance between any two points on the sphere’s surface. 


Decades earlier a German engineer, Walther Bauersfeld, had designed just such a dome, and it served as the roof of the Zeiss Planetarium in Berlin. Fuller apparently didn’t know about Bauersfeld, and he patented the geodesic dome. 


We can see now that the Fuller dome was the hula hoop of twentieth-century architecture. They were everywhere, and then they were a bit silly. Housing lots are mainly rectilinear for good reason, and circles don’t use space efficiently. Fuller himself built a geodesic house—a shell of sixty plywood sections, mostly triangles, enclosing 1,400 square feet—and tried to live in it for a while. The slantwise walls frustrated Anne when she tried to hang pictures, “just sort of dangling out from the curve.” Rain leaked through the seams. Neighborhood children liked to climb on the roof, and Fuller chased them away by throwing pebbles. 


The joints of geodesic domes always created trouble. The problems of windows and ventilation were unsolvable. Architects like Frank Gehry and Zaha Hadid found more imaginative and free-flowing ways to break from boxy traditions. Ultimately, what gave geodesic domes their initial charm-the simple, patterned, repetitious geometry—made them boring. They're all the same. 

Buckminster Fuller can be remembered as a crank and a charlatan and a prophet and a visionary. He was an American type—self-invented, overflowing with ideas and theories, eager to see the universe whole, and born to evangelize. 

The domes are mostly gone. There’s one called Spaceship Earth at the Epcot theme park in Florida, in which visitors can take a sixteen-minute ride. We don’t live in Fuller houses or drive Dymaxion cars, and we wouldn't want to. Even Stewart Brand has come to regret touting Fuller in the Whole Earth Catalog. “Domes couldn’t grow or adapt,’ he says. “When my generation outgrew the domes, we simply left them empty, like hatchlings leaving their eggshells.” 

-Gleick in the NYRB

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Quite aside from wanting to understand how the children had manage to foretell their own deaths, Barker felt obliged to consider whether collecting and publicizing premonitions’ might be a way of forestalling the next Aberfan. He envisaged assembling a data bank for the nation’s prophetic visions that could eventually be uploaded to a computer database (this concept was itself hard to grasp in 1966), from which early warnings of coming disasters would emerge. Barker saw this service as something like a long-range weather forecast, with air disasters and train crashes replacing downpours and droughts. 


The next step was to enlist Peter Fairley, the science editor at London’s Evening Standard, to ask readers to write in if they had experienced “a genuine premonition before the coal tip fell on Aberfan.” From the seventysix responses received, Fairley identified twenty-two that appeared to offer evidence of genuine precognition. These doleful seers would become the first “percipients” (Barker's word) in what Fairley and Barker dubbed “the Premonitions Bureau.” Despite sounding as if it might have government backing, or even be part of the secret service, the Premonitions Bureau consisted of the kinetic Fairley, often absent from the office on his foldaway motorbike chasing other stories, and his deft assistant, Jennifer Preston. She would log every letter that came in, making a note of its headline contents—‘Royalty,” “Racing,” “Nonspecified disasters’—and, together with her boss, award points for such qualities as unusualness, accuracy, and timing. 


While Fairley was not above wondering whether the Premonitions Bureau might help him win a fortune on the horses, Barker’s ambitions aimed higher. He hoped both to normalize precognition, thinking it might turn out to be as common as left-handedness, and harness it for the public good. There remained, however, one conceptual fault line that neither man ever managed to bridge: If a calamity were averted, then how could it generate a vision to precede it? And, if such a vision did still appear, then surely that would mean having to demote it to the status of a misfire, which would in turn undermine the validity of the entire enterprise. Or to put it another way: by intervening to avert a crisis, Barker and Fairley would be creating a glitch in the Matrix, something that neither Fleet Street journalists nor Cambridge-educated psychiatrists were really supposed to do. 

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Merve Emre

The personal essay is a genre that is difficult to define but easy to denounce. The offending element is rarely the essay as a form, but its content, “the personal,” “a permanent temptation for a form whose suspiciousness of false profundity does not protect it from turning into slick superficiality,” writes Adorno. A list of counterparts to the personal essay might include more admirable imaginary genres such as the structural essay, the communal essay, the public essay, the critical essay, and the impersonal essay. Or, as Adorno insinuates, the good essay, which prioritizes “elucidating the matter at hand” instead of telling “stories about people,” as “bad essays” do. 


What makes essays that tell stories about people bad? For Adorno, as for Walter Benjamin, one of the essayists Adorno most admired, essays about people betray the true object of essayistic criticism: the private individual. 


The private individual is not a particular person with a particular story to tell, no matter how distinctive, original, or purely bizarre that story may be. The private individual is not a proper name—not “Virginia Woolf” or “Elizabeth Hardwick,” not “Joan Didion” or “Zadie Smith” or whoever it is you consider your favorite personal essayist to be. Rather, it is the idea that animates all these figures, the powerful, unobtrusive concept that gives the personal essay the appearance of ventriloquizing a singular and spontaneous subjectivity. 


Most essayists and scholars who write about the personal essay agree that its “I” is, by necessity and choice, an artful construction. Watch, they  say, as it flickers in and out of focus as a “simulacrum,” a “chameleon,” a “made-up self,’ a series of “distorting representations” of the individual from whose consciousness it originates and " whose being it registers. Yet having  marveled at its aesthetic flexibility h and freedom, few critics put this claim “through its paces. What if individual subjectivity were as much a fiction as the “I” with which it so prettily speaks?  What if stressing the artifice of the first i person were, as Louis Althusser argued, ‘ a strategy for masking “the internal limitations on what its author can and cannot say”? What if the real limitation of the genre were its glittering veneer of expressive freedom, of speaking and writing as a self-determining subject?  What if no performance of stylish  confession or sly concealment could  Shake this ideology loose? What if these performances only intensified the enchantments of subjectivity?

According to Benjamin, the private individual was conceived sometime between 1830 and 1848, during the reign of Louis Philippe, often known as the first “bourgeois monarch.” Under his rule, the European ruling class and the middle class came together to realize their defining goal: the separation of the public domain from the private, where, as Karl Marx observes, the bourgeoisie could rejoice in “Property, the Family, Religion, and Order.” Once labor had been cordoned off from life, once the productive activity of work had been extricated from the supposedly unproductive experience of dwelling, the private individual was born. He was, quite naturally, blind to his own history as a derivative creature, an artifact of political and economic processes that he had little incentive to question. The domestic sphere was his incubator, his sanctuary from commercial and social considerations. There he could retreat, wide-eyed and mewling, to probe what he believed to be his thoughts, lodged in his self, his mind, his body, and his home. “The private individual, who in the office has to deal with reality, needs the domestic interior to sustain him in his illusions,” Benjamin wrote, explaining how the ownership of property mirrored the ownership of subjectivity. He continued, “From this arise the phantasmagorias of the interior—which, for the private man, represents the universe.” 


For Benjamin, the best representative of the private individual was the collector of decorative objects, “the true resident of the interior” as an architectural and an existential space. For us, it might be the personal essay collection, which props up the same ideology. The personal essay’s historical and aesthetic function has been to persuade us not just that personhood is beautiful or good, but that it is primordial—that individual subjectivity and its expression exist prior to the social formations that gave rise to it. This is a lie.

 The lie that subtends bourgeois individualism and all its intrusions into language.. Art and education as Adorno explains. The personal essay appears as the purest most unflinching esthetic expression of the lie for the simple reason that for an essay to qualify as personal in the 1st place the primacy of the private individual must be presupposed "implicitly but by the same token with all the more complicity" Adorno wrote.


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 In the year before rilka's birth his mother had lost a week old girl. As often in those days the little boy who survived was burdened with the female sounding names Renee Maria and dressed in skirts. For the rest of his life he felt strongly the pressure of the anima side of his nature, sometimes resenting it, sometimes prizing it and always using it as a spur to poetry

 Not for nothing did WH Auden with cruel wit describe him as the greatest lesbian poet since Sappho.

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And then there were the girls. Let it simply be said that there were very many of them, and that he treated them all, without exception, abomnably. Even the last serious love of his life, the artist Baladine Klossowska, mother of the painter Balthus and the writer Pierre Klossowski, and midwife to the later Duino Elegies and the Sonnets to Orpheus (1923), was at the close dumped like a still-twitching sacrifice on the altar of his art. And it was an altar, and it was a sacrifice. The fact that his calling to the priesthood of poetry released him from many of the encumbrances of everyday life was to his eye incidental.





Monday, October 24, 2022

The Inkblots

Ernst Haeckel (1834-1919) was one of the most famous scientists in the world. A recent biographer writes that “more people learned of evolutionary theory through his voluminous publications than through any other source,” including Darwin’s own work; The Origin of Species sold fewer than forty thousand copies in thirty years, while Haeckel’s popularization The Riddle of the Universe sold more than six hundred thousand in German alone, as well as being translated into languages from Sanskrit to Esperanto. Gandhi himself wanted to translate it into Gujarati, believing it “the scientific antidote to the deadly wars of religion plaguing India.” Aside from popularizing Darwin, Haeckel’s scientific accomplishments included naming thousands of species—3,500 after just one of his polar expeditions—correctly predicting where fossils of the “missing link” between man and ape would be found, formulating the concept of ecology, and pioneering embryology. His theory that the development of the individual retraces the development of the species—“Ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny”—was enormously inflvential in both biology and popular culture. 


Haeckel was also an artist. An aspiring landscape painter in his youth, he eventually combined art and science in luxuriously illus trated works. Darwin praised Haeckel on both counts, calling his breakthrough two-volume book “the most magnificent works which I have ever seen” and his Natural History of Creation “one of the most remarkable books of our time.” Art Forms in Nature, which Rorschach used to illustrate his Scaphvasia talk, was a visual compendium of structure and symmetry throughout the natural world, suggesting harmonies between amoebae, jellyfish, crystals, and all sorts of higher forms. Published in book form in 1904, though the hundred illustrations were originally published in ten sets of ten between 1899 and 1904, it was popular and influential in both science and art, creating a kind of visual vocabulary for Art Nouveau while superimposing that vision onto nature. The fact that horizontally symmetrical forms look “organic” to us is partly a legacy of his way of seeing. Art Forms in Nature was a household showpiece in German-speaking Europe and beyond; the Rorschachs surely owned at least some of the illustrations. 

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It was Bleuler who named the disease schizophrenia—his most well-known contribution to science, along with inventing the terms autism depth psychology, and ambivalence. He did this because Kraepelin’s earlier label, dementia praecox, means “early-onset loss of mind,” something biological and irreversible, whereas “a split mind” (the meaning of schizopbrenta) is not hopelessly lost: it may still have functioning, living powers. Bleuler also wrote that he wanted a new term because there is no way to use dementia praecox as an adjective. In his view, illness should not be a medical object—a noun in Latin—but one way among many to describe a particular, human sufferer. 


This empathy for patients had personal roots: when Bleuler was seventeen, his sister had developed catatonia and was hospitalized near their village at the Burghdlzli. The family was outraged at brain doctors who seemed, as the locals said, more interested in microscopes than people and who couldn’t even speak her language. Bleuler decided, or in some versions of the story his mother inspired him, to become a psychiatrist who could truly understand his patients. While he never wrote or spoke publicly about his sister Anna-Paulina’s illness, her decisive influence on him is undeniable. One of Bleuler’s assistants at the Burghdlzli in 1907 and 1908 recalled: “Bleuler often told us that even the most serious catatonics can be influenced by verbal persuasion. He gave his own sister as an example. ... One time, Bleuler had to get her to leave the building while she was in a state of acute excitement. He refused to use force and. . . talked to her for hours and hours, until eventually she put on her clothes and left with him. Bleuler used this example as proof that verbal persuasion was possible.” 


She lived with him in his apartment at the Burghdlzli for almost thirty years, from their parents’ death in 1898 until her death in 1926. His assistant recalled: “I could see her monotonously pacing back and forth all day long from my room across the hall. Bleuler’s children were very young at the time, and they did not seem to notice his sister. Whenever they wanted to climb up anywhere, they simply used her like an inanimate object, like a chair. She showed no reaction whatsoever, no emotional relationship at all with the children.” Bleuler had lived face to face with extreme schizophrenia for decades before the term existed, and during his entire career at the Burghdlzli he had a living example of the schizophrenic’s humanity right there in the room. His pioneering efforts began at home. 


Of course, every generation sets out to correct the mistakes of the previous one; psychiatrists regularly accuse their predecessors of being heartless or at least misguided. In fact, psychiatrists before Bleuler, from Forel to Kraepelin to the father of brain-centered psychiatry, Wilhelm Griesinger, were by all accounts sympathetic and caring doctors too. But the Burghdlzli truly was different. Bleuler’s assistant re~ calls: “The way they looked at the patient, the way they examined him, was almost like a revelation. They did not simply classify the Patient. They took his hallucinations, one by one, and tried to determine what each meant, and just why the patient had these particular delusions. To me, that was altogether new and revealing.” The transformation toward patient-centered care didn’t start at the Burghdlzli, or end there but Biculer mentored generations of psychiatrists, both students ang assistants—including his son Manfred, Carl Jung and Sabina Spielrein, two of Rorschach’s later bosses, and Rorschach himself. If it is unthinkable today that a psychiatrist would be unable to speak his patient’s language, that is largely thanks to Eugen Bleuler. 


Carl JUNG ARRIVED at the Burghdlzli in December 1900, to work as Bleuler’s assistant. He set about becoming the prominent, then preeminent, figure who would repeatedly transform the field of psycholgy in the decades to come. 

Starting in 1902, Jung and the Burghdlzli’s other assistant doctor, Franz Riklin, developed the first experimental method to reveal patterns in the unconscious: the word association test. Subjects were read a list of a hundred prompt-words and were asked to say the first thing that came into their heads, while the doctor timed their responses with a stopwatch; then they went through the list again and were asked to remember their initial responses. Any aberrations—long delays, memory lapses during the second round, surprising non sequiturs, getting “stuck” and repeating responses—could be explained only by unconscious acts of memory and repression, a kind of hidden black hole pulling and warping the person’s answers toward concealed desires, of prompting feints in the opposite direction. Jung called these hiddes centers “complexes.” The test found, empirically, that most of them were sexual. 


With this, the Burghdélzli doctors had made an “unprecedented and extraordinary” discovery. Independent of Freud—and doing something entirely unlike letting a neurotic ramble on a couch—they had suc’ ceeded in producing concrete proof of unconscious processes at work, in “normal” people no less than in the mentally ill. They immediately recognized that their results had confirmed Freud, and before long the word association test was being incorporated into psychoanalysis, a doctors improvised stimulus-words to pursue certain lines of thought or used the complexes they found as starting points for therapy. The method had tremendous potential in criminology. Jung and Riklin had created the modern psychological test. 


What erupted next at the Burghdélzli was nothing less than an orgy of testing, with doctors stopwatching, dream-interpreting, and psychoanalyzing their patients, their wives, their children, one another, themselves. They jumped on every sign of the unconscious they could find: every slip of the tongue or pen, lapse of memory, absentmindedly hummed tune. For years, “that was how we got to know one another,” Bleuler wrote. His oldest child, Manfred (born in 1903), and Jung’s oldest, Agathe (born a year later), both recalled feeling under total psychoanalytic observation as children. Publications on the word association experiment included anonymized results from Bleuler, Bleuler’s wife, her mother and sister, and Jung himself. 


Bleuler was thrilled by Freud’s discoveries and immediately wanted to use them to help the deeply psychotic, not merely private patients suffering from sexual complexes. Before long, he found the results compelling enough that he reached out to Freud. He took the occasion of a 1904 book review to speak out as forcefully as he could, saying that Freud’s Studies on Hysteria and Interpretation of Dreams had “opened up a new world”—a powerful endorsement from one of the leading psychiatrists in Europe. Then he wrote to Freud personally: “Dear Honored Colleague! We here in the Burghdlzli are fervent admirers of the Freudian theories in psychology and pathology.” As part of the rampaging self-analysis at the Burghdlzli, he even mailed Freud several of his own dreams, asking for tips on how to interpret them. 


The news of Bleuler’s fervent admiration was one of the most heartening letters Freud would ever get, and the first sign Freud saw of his theory’s acceptance in academic circles. It may have been what inspired him to end his multiyear hiatus from writing and produce the three great works he would publish in 1905 (Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality, Fokes and Their Relation to the Unconscious, and An Analysis of a Case of Hysteria). Freud crowed to his friends: “An absolutely stunning acknowledgment of my point of view. ... Just think: an official Full Professor of Psychiatry and my +++ Hysteria and Dream studies, always invoked with disgust and loathing up until now!” (Three crosses were chalked on the front doors of peasant houses to ward off danger and evil—Freud used them in his letters to ironically indicate horrifying, devilish things.) He wrote to Bleuler: “I am confident we will soon conquer psychiatry.” 

That “we” skimmed over something Freud knew perfectly well. Bleuler, at the pinnacle of professional psychiatry in Zurich, was far more important for Freudian ideas than vice versa. By making the Burghdlzli the first university psychiatric clinic in the world to use psy. choanalytic treatment methods, Bleuler and his assistants were the ones who brought Freud into professional medicine. Zurich, where Rorschach was studying, had replaced Vienna as the epicenter of the Freudian revolution. 

By 1906, the Burghdlzli was fully embroiled in the controversies around Freud’s ideas—what Freud called the “two warring worlds” of academic psychiatry and psychoanalysis. With the Jung-Riklin word association studies offering apparently ironclad proof of Freud’s theories, the anti-Freudians attacked. Gustav Aschaffenburg, the German psychiatrist who had taught Riklin how to perform the word association tests, delivered a fierce denunciation of Freud at a psychiatric convention and then published it. 

Bleuler had spoken up for Freud in 1904, two years earlier, but since then he had dared to ask some tough questions. Freud’s theory seemed extreme, Bleuler wrote—was everything rooted in sexuality? Where was the evidence Freud’s earlier work was so rich in? Surely Freud wasn't unscientifically generalizing about human nature from a single case? Bleuler found it productive to have one’s views challenged; not so Freud, who dismissed all of Bleuler’s reasonable doubts as resistance tO the great truth and turned his attention to Bleuler’s younger colleague. 

It was Jung, not Bleuler, who responded to Aschaffenburg in 1906—a devastating critique that did much to advance Freud’s reputation. Jung had already gone over Bleuler’s head to write to Freud, slipping into his first letter that he had “published the case that first drew Bleuler’s attention to the existence of your principles, though at that time with vigorous resistance on his part.” The opposite was closer to the truth. Jung took the opportunity of his first personal meeting with Freud in 1907 to drive another wedge between the two older men and persuade Freud that he was Freud’s man in Zurich. 

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Rorschach used the word association test on patients and in criminal cases for years, even after Jung had largely left it behind, and he was inspired by Jung’s later work as well. Jung’s 1912 book Transformations and Symbols of the Libido would come to define the “Zurich School,” which extended psychoanalytic explorations to an enormous range of cultural phenomena, from Gnostic myths and religions to art and what would come to be called the collective unconscious. Jung had rejected Freud’s literalistic understanding of sex drives, seeing them instead more mythically and symbolically as the “life-energy” shared by sexuality, fire, the Sun. Rorschach, too, was “fascinated by archaic thought, myths, and the construction of mythologies,” according to Olga. “He pursued the traces of these ancient ideas in various patients, looked for analogies, and found, in the delusions of a sick Swiss farmer leading a hermit’s life, astounding allusions to the world of the Egyptian gods.” 


As with Freud’s ideas, Rorschach used Jung’s without falling entirely under their sway. Jung took sides: while he recognized that there were certainly physiological causes of mental illness, he was soon pointing out that most of his patients had unimpaired brains, or at least that there was no way to connect their psychological disturbances to the brain. “For this reason,” Jung said in January 1908 ina lecture at the Zutich Town Hall, “we have entirely abandoned the anatomical approach in our Zurich Clinic and have turned to the psychological investigation of mental disease.” Whether or not Rorschach attended this particular lecture, he absorbed its message. He paid his dues in hard science, doing solid anatomical research on the pineal gland in the brain, but he agreed that the future of psychiatry lay in finding ways to interpret the mind, not merely dissect the brain. 


But Rorschach was closest in spirit to the third great pioneer, who Was constitutionally unable to “entirely abandon” either the interpretative or the anatomical approach. If a disease is biological, Bleuler argued, then perhaps it should be treated irrespective of what the pa~ tient’s particular delusions or “secret story” might be. Rorschach, too, would continue to believe that psychology rested on a physiological basis—in his case, the nature of perception. 


Rorschach shared Bleuler’s modest social background, his humay interest in sufferers of serious mental illness, and an ability, which thei colleagues often lacked, to respect and learn from others even whik finding one’s own path. While Freud saw women as beings with mys. terious psychologies very different from “ours,” and Jung often wrote about women’s predominant interest in domesticity and tendency to use emotion over intellect, Rorschach—the high school champion of women’s rights—and Bleuler shared none of these prejudices and, more important, never built their theories around them. 


They also both matter-of-factly rejected paranormal psychology. Freud and Jung—as well as William James, Pierre Janet, Théodore Flournoy, and the other preeminent psychologists of the time—frequented séances and studied spiritual mediums, not as a hobby but because that was where they hoped to get access to the “subliminal” realm soon to be called the unconscious. Rorschach, like Bleuler, understood these practices in terms we would use today. Whe his sister Anna had mocked their grandmother for turning to spiritual ism, Hermann, in medical school, responded that “if an old persons upset and turns to spirits, she does so only because people don’t want her anymore. She tries to communicate with ghosts because she no longer has anyone alive who’s close to her. That is a situation of real, deeP tragedy, and nothing to get angry about.” 

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 Hermann Hesse called Kerner “curiously gifted, the author of a book in his youth that seems to have caught and gathered up all the radiant beams of the Romantic spirit.” 

Later in life, Kerner assembled a series of what he called Klecksograpbien “blotograms”), which he then captioned or paired with decidedly gloomy poems—three “Messenger of Death” poems, twenty-five “Hades Images,” eleven more “Hell Images,” and so on. Inkblot making was a kind of spiritual and spiritualist practice for Kerner. He telt that the images were “incursions of the spirit world,” like the Seeress's powers. The blots made themselves—magically, unconsciously, inevitably—while he merely “tempted them over” from the hidden world into our own, where they then inspired his poems. At one point, he called his inkblots “daguerreotypes of the invisible world.” 


The geographical proximity between Kerner and Rorschach and their common background in psychiatry have made many historians of psychiatry, and art, unable to resist assuming a connection between them. But well after developing his test, Rorschach was asked if he had heard of Kerner, who “apparently did experiments with blots, obviously of a necromantic not scientific sort,” and he answered: “I have heard of Kerner’s experiments but I would be very grateful if you could find me the relevant book. Perhaps some substantive things lie behind the necromancy after all.” He was aware of Kerner’s work in a general sense, but it did not influence his own. 


In any case, “klexography” was a common enough child’s game. Kerner himself had played at inkblots as a child; young Carl Jung had “filled a whole exercise book with ink blots and amused myself giving them fantastic interpretations.” Thoreau tried it too. A Russian woman in Rorschach’s circle recalled a game she had often played when young, where you write your first and last name in ink, fold the paper in half, and “see what your soul says,” and speculated that maybe this game had given him his idea. 


In psychology proper, inkblots had occasionally been used before as a way to measure the amount of imagination someone had, espe. cially schoolchildren. A French psychiatrist named Alfred Binet way the first to have had the idea, in 1895. For Binet, a person’s psychol. ogy consisted of ten capacities, including memory, attention, force of will, moral sentiments, suggestibility, and imagination. Each capacity could be measured with its own test—for example, someone's ability to reproduce a complicated geometric shape tested how good or bad their memory was. As for imagination: “After asking about the number of novels the person usually reads, the kind of pleasure he takes from them, his taste in theater, music, games, etc., one can proceed to direct experiments. Take a strange-shaped blot of ink on a white sheet of paper: some people will see nothing there; for others with a lively visual imagination (Leonardo da Vinci for example), the little inkblot will be full of shapes, and one can note down the kind and number of shapes the person sees.” If a subject saw one or two things, he didn't have much imagination; if he saw twenty, he had a lot. The question was how many things you could find in a random blot, not what a care fully designed blot could find in you. 

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...whether a hallucinated scythe in the neck, shapes from a carpet pressing into the brain, or turning into what you saw in a book? 


It was while studying the transformations of perception that Rorschach first used inkblots. 

Rorschach WAS FAR from the first psychologist to explore the connection between seeing and feeling. In the nineteenth century, “aesthetics” was a branch of psychology and aesthetic was a science word—meaning “related to sensation or perception”—along with its siblings anesthetic (a substance we take so we won't feel), synesthetic (combining the senses), and kinesthetic (the sensation of motion). There was a tradition of psychological aesthetics in this sense, quite separate from Freud’s or Bleuler’s psychiatry—until Rorschach, with his Zurich training, hallucinating patients, and interest in visual experience, brought the two together. 


The key figure in this tradition was Robert Vischer (1847-1933), who in 1871 wrote a philosophy dissertation that set out to explain how we can respond to abstract forms. Why do we feel elegance in two arcing lines, or balance, or converging forces—how can we feel anything at all when faced with seemingly empty and inanimate shapes? “What do a resplendent rainbow, the firmament above, or the earth below have to do with the dignity of my humanity? I can love all that lives, all that creeps and flies; such things are akin to me; but my kinship with the elements is too remote to require any kind of compassion on my part.” One possible answer is that when we hear music or see abstract shapes we are reminded of something else: our reactions rest on an association of ideas. But Vischer rejected this line of thought because it reduced works of art to their content, theme, or message. Music doesn’t just remind us of our mother putting us to sleep, or some other such concrete image or event—we respond to it as music. 


The only viable explanation, Vischer argued, is that we can feel emotion from a lifeless thing because we put the emotion into it first. “With an intuitive investment on our part,” he wrote, “we involuntarily tead our emotions into” these inhuman forms. Not just our emotions, our very selves: “We have the wonderful ability to project and incorpotate our own physical form” into those rainbows, those harmonious or battling lines. We lose our fixed identity but gain the ability to connect with the world: “I seem merely to adapt and attach myself to the object as one hand clasps another, and yet I am mysteriously transplanted and magically transformed into this Other.” Our selves, refound in the world, are what we respond to, feeling outward things as parts of us, 


Vischer’s idea of a back and forth between projecting the self and internalizing the world—what he called a “direct continuation of the external sensation into an internal one”—influenced generations o¢ philosophers, psychologists, and aesthetic theorists. To describe hi, radical new concept, he used the German word Einfuhlung, literally “feeling-in.” When psychological works influenced by Vischer began to be translated into English in the early twentieth century, the language needed a new term for this new idea, and translators invented the word empathy. 


It is pretty shocking to realize that empathy is barely a hundred years old, about the same age as X-rays and lie-detector tests. Talk of an “empathy gene” feels exciting because of the friction between timeless aspects of the human condition and cutting-edge science, but in fact, “empathy” is the newfangled part of the term: genes were discovered first. What the word empathy described was not new, of course, and the ideas of “sympathy” and “sensibility” had long and closely related histories, but “empathy” recast the relationship between self and world in a new way. It also comes as a surprise that the term was invented not to talk about altruism or acts of kindness, but to explain how we can enjoy a sonata or a sunset. Empathy, for Vischer, was creative seeing, reshaping the world so as to find ourselves reflected in it. 


In the English tradition, the exemplary empathizer in this sense was the Romantic poet John Keats, who could even enter into the lives of things. One recent critic summarizes Keats’s “gift for entering imaginatively into physical objects”: 


The way he hoisted himself up, looking “burly and dominant” when he first met Spenser’s description of “sea-shouldering whales”, or mimed the “pawing” of a dancing bear, or the rapid flurry of 3 boxer’s punches like “fingers tapping” on a windowpane. Or thos¢ famous moments of imaginative attention and empathy. “If a Sparsow come before my Window I take part in its existence and pick about the Gravel.” Or simply eating a ripe nectarine: “It went down soft pulpy, slushy, oozy—all its delicious embonpoint melted down my throat like a large beatified Strawberry.” Or even entering into the spirit of a billiard ball, so he could feel “a sense of delight from its own roundness, smoothness, volubility, & the rapidity of its motions.” 


These examples would fit seamlessly among Rorschach’s experiences. Keats, incidentally, was a medical student, followed the latest advances in neurology, and even on occasion integrated neuroscience into his poetry. The Swiss psychiatrist may have been far less effusive than the English Romantic, but underneath Hermanns reserve lay a John Keats, delighting in the world’s volubility & the rapidity of its motions—“the golden overflow of the world,” as Rorschach would often say, quoting his favorite line of poetry. 


Vischer had the same kind of experiences, likewise anticipating Rorschach’s. “When I observe a stationary object,” Vischer wrote, “I can without difficulty place myself within its inner structure, at its center of gravity. I can think my way into it,” feel “compressed and modest” when I see a star or flower, and “experience a feeling of mental grandeur and breadth” from a building, water, or air. “We can often observe in ourselves the curious fact that a visual stimulus is experienced not so much with our eyes as with a different sense in another part of our body. When I cross a hot street in the glaring sun and put ona pair of dark blue glasses, I have the momentary impression that my skin is being cooled off.” There is no ironclad evidence that Rorschach read Vischer, but he almost certainly did, undoubtedly read works influenced by him, and in any case perceived the world in a similar way. 


Decades before Freud’s Interpretation of Dreams, Vischer was tracing the same creative activity of the mind that Freud would describe, but in the opposite direction. Since Freud wanted to get at the underlying psychological content of dreams, starting from their bizarre, seemingly meaningless surface, he needed to know how that underlying content was being “condensed” or otherwise transformed. Then he could follow the dream upstream, so to speak, to the source. Vischer, in contrast, valued these transformations in their own right, as the basis for empathy, creativity, and love. Freud cared about how the process worked, Vischer about the beautiful forms it could create: “Every work of art reveals itself to us as a person harmoniously feeling himself intg a kindred object.” 


That is why Freud led to modern psychology and Vischer led to modern art. The psychology of the unconscious and abstract art, two groundbreaking ideas of the early twentieth century, were actually close cousins, with a common ancestor in philosopher Karl Albert Scherner, whom both Vischer and Freud credited as the source of their key idea. Vischer called Scherner’s 1861 book The Life of the Dream a “profound work, feverishly probing hidden depths . . . from which I de. rived the notion that I call ‘empathy’ or ‘feeling-into’”; in The Interpretation of Dreams, Freud cited Scherner at length, praising the “essential correctness” of his ideas and describing his book as “the most origina] and far-reaching attempt to explain dreaming as a special activity of the mind.” 


Vischer led to abstract art via Wilhelm Worringer (1881-1965), whose 1906 art history dissertation Adstraction and Empathy had an argument as simple as its title: empathy is only half the story. Worringer argued that Vischer-style empathy produces realistic art, the product of striving to correspond with the external world. An artist may feel at home in the world, feel-into things, put himself into them, and then find himself out there through his connection to them. Certain vigorous, confident cultures, in Worringer’s view, were particularly likely to produce such artists, such as classical Greece and Rome, or the Renaissance. 


Other individuals or cultures, though, find the world dangerous and frightening, and their deep psychic need is to find a place of refuge. Such an artist’s “most powerful urge,” Worringer wrote, is “to wrest the object of the external world out of its natural context” of chaos and confusion. These artists might depict a goat as a triangle with two curved lines for horns, ignoring its actual complex shape, or portray an ocean wave in the timeless geometry of a zigzag line, not by trying to copy the arbitrary details of its real appearance. This is the opposite of classic realism: abstraction. 


For Worringer, then, empathy had a “counter-pole” in the urge to abstraction; empathy was but “one pole of human artistic feeling,” no more valid or more aesthetic than the other. Some artists create by reaching out, feeling-into the world, and others by turning their backs, pulling away (the word abstraction is from Latin ab-trahere, to pull away). Different people have different needs, and their art must satisfy those needs, almost by definition—otherwise there would have been no reason to make it. 


While early twentieth-century artists saw Worringer’s ideas as important vindication, Carl Jung recognized the insight in Worringer’s psychological theory. In his first essay advancing a theory of psychological types, Jung cited Worringer as a “valuable parallel” to his own theory of introversion and extraversion: abstraction is introverted, turning away from the world; empathy is extraverted, entering into the world. But it would take Rorschach—an artist and psychiatrist studying the psychology of perception—to fully bring the strands together. 

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He made a hand-colored map showing that areas of sect activity corresponded with high concentrations of weavers, and speculated about why. Historically, he traced sect activity in these regions hack through carlier Protestant cults to the twelfth century Waldensiany and thirteenth-century Brethren of the Free Spirit, to still carlier heresies and separatist movements, all leaving clear traces in the region down to the present day. Psychologically, he argued along Jungian line, that schizophrenic delusions tap into the same psychic sources as ancient belict systems, and he noted similarities between the images and ideas of this entire history of sects to those of myths and philosophies reaching back to the ancient Gnostics. He showed, for instance, that the eighteenth-century Antonianers’ teachings matched, in detail, those of first-century Adamites. 


Sociologically, he argued that in founding a sect a charismatic leader was less important than a receptive group of followers—a community can manufacture a leader out of almost anyone, if the need is strong enough, and when sects were imported from elsewhere, they tended to die out quickly unless the community was already primed. He distinguished between active and passive followers, as well as between hysterical leaders, whose messages were determined by personal complexes, and the more powerful schizophrenic leaders, whose doctrines tapped deeply into archetypal mythologies. 


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Coursing through the Russian Silver Age were a number of themes close to Rorschach’s heart: synesthesia, madness, visual art as self. expression. Movement, the key element in the reflex hallucinations Rorschach had studied, was here seen as “the basic feature of reality,” in the words of modern novelist Andrei Bely; theorists of the Russian ballet called movement the most important aspect of all great art. 


Within psychology, the sectarian distinctions that seemed so important in far-off western Europe largely fell away. A 1909 advertising brochure for the Kryukovo proclaimed that patients would receive “hypnosis, suggestion, and psychoanalysis,” as well as “psychotherapy in its proper sense”—meaning so-called rational therapy, a technique pioneered by another Swiss, Paul Dubois, which for a time was more prominent and popular than Freud’s method (much as a similar approach, now called cognitive-behavioral therapy, is today). No battle lines were drawn between the different camps. 


And the inspiration for Russian psychiatry was Tolstoy, the wise, humanistic soul-healer who had inspired Rorschach too. One reason psychoanalysis was so well received in Russia was that it meshed with homegrown traditions of introspection, “purification of the soul,” existential reflections on the deep questions of human life, and respect for people’s inner worlds. If Rorschach’s mix of ideals and intellectual interests—generalist, nonsectarian, broadly humanist, literary, visualseemed idiosyncratic in a western European context, it was standard for Russian psychiatrists. 


Freud had joked in a 1912 letter to Jung that “there seems to be a local epidemic of psychoanalysis” in Russia, but it was not in fact a one-way relationship, an “epidemic” spreading from Europe to the hinterlands. Russians were prominent psychoanalysts in both Russia and the West. Osipov, Rorschach’s Kryukovo colleague, published the first journal of psychoanalysis anywhere and sat on the board of Freud’s journal. Even supposedly “European” ideas were not themselves unRussian. Freud called the psychic mechanism of repressing unacceptable psychological material “censorship,” an explicit allusion to Russian political censorship: in his definition, the “imperfect instrument of the Tsarist regime for preventing penetration of alien Western influences.” 






Sunday, October 23, 2022

If not Now, When?

By Primo Levi


 Mendel taught his lesson as diligently as he was able, sent the two young men to get their orders from Ulybin, and withdrew, filled with t bitterness. At one time, on the day of forgiveness, the Jews took a goat; the high priest would lay his hands on the goat’s head, listing all the sins committed by his people, and placing them upon it—the guilty one was the goat and the goat only. Then, loaded down with the sins it had not committed, the goat was banished into the desert. The Gentiles think the same way, they, too, have a lamb that takes on the sins of the world. 


Not me, I don’t believe it. If I've sinned, I carry the burden of my own sins, but only those sins, and I have more than enough. I don’t bear the sins of anyone else. I didn’t send the team to get bombed. I didn’t shoot Fedya while he was sleeping. If we have to go out into the desert, we'll go, but we won't take with us sins that we have not committed.



Wednesday, October 19, 2022

The Prisoner

 “Is this what happens to the youth of women? We meet them, and then, if suddenly we want to see them again, will they always have grown old? Is the young, desirable woman like one of those stage roles which are created by particular actresses and then, as they decay, inevitably passed on to other stars? But then it is no longer the same role.” Then I was overcome by sadness. We experience in our sleep many instances of Pity, like the different pietas of the Renaissance, but unlike them ours are not carved in marble but evanescent. They have their value, however, which is to keep us in touch with a certain kinder, more humane view of things that is only too easily submerged in the chilly, even hostile good sense of the waking state. Thus I was reminded of the promise I had made to myself at Balbec, always to feel pity for Francoise. And for the rest of that morning at least I would manage not to be irritated by Francoise’s quarrels with the butler, and to be gentle with her, in whom others saw so little good. For that morning only, however; and I should have tried to provide myself with a somewhat more stable code of conduct, for, just as a people cannot long be governed by policies based on pure sentiment, men cannot be in thrall to the memory of their dreams. Already this dream was beginning to fade. By trying to hold on to it in order to describe it, I sent it fleeing all the faster. My eyelids were no longer so firmly sealed over my eyes. If I tried to reconstruct my dream, they would open altogether. We constantly have to choose between health and wisdom on the one hand, and spiritual pleasures on the other. I have always been too much of a coward to choose the second. What is more, the dangerous power I was renouncing was even more dangerous than we realize. By deliberately varying the conditions in which we fall asleep, we can forfeit the power, not only of dreaming but of falling asleep: it is not only our dreams that vanish but, sometimes for days or years together, sleep itself, which is divine but unstable: the smallest shock can render it volatile. It is to be found in the company of habit, which anchors it every evening to its accustomed place, preserving it from any disturbance. But if habits are altered, if it is no longer tied to them, it dissolves like a vapor. Like youth and love, once lost it cannot be found again. 

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I was ready. Francoise had not telephoned yet: should I leave without waiting? But how did I know if she would find Albertine? If she were ng already backstage? And even if Francoise found her, would she let herself, taken home? Half an hour later, the telephone rang and hope and feat bey wildly in my heart. A flying column of sounds, commanded by an employee, of the telephone company, brought to me with instant speed the words of the operator, not of Francoise, whose ancestral shyness and melancholy, applied to an object unknown to her forefathers, forbade her to approach telephone receiver, even if the alternative were to visit a contagious invalid in person. She had found Albertine alone in the promenade gallery and she taking only a moment to tell Andrée that she was going, had promptly left with Francoise. “She wasn’t angry? Oh, sorry! Would you please ask the lady if the young lady wasn’t angry?—The lady asked me to tell you that she wasn’t angry at all, quite the opposite; anyway, if she wasn’t pleased, you couldn’ tell. They're going to the Trois Quartiers now and they'll be back at two oclock.” I knew that two oclock must mean three o'clock, since it was after two already. But it was one of Francoise’s particular weaknesses, a per manent, incurable weakness of the kind we call congenital, never to be able to tell the time correctly. I have never been able to understand what went on in her head when she looked at her watch and, if it were two o'clock, said that it was one o'clock, or three; I have never been able to tell whether the phenomenon which occurred then had as its locus Francoise’s  eyesight her thought, or her language; what is certain is that it always occurred. Humanity is very old. Heredity and breeding have given an irresistible scrength to bad habits and vicious reflexes. One person sneezes and his chest rattles when he passes a rose-bush, another comes out in a rash at the smell of fresh paint; many people have stomach-aches when they have to travel, and grandsons of thieves who are millionaires and generous cannot resise robbing of fifty francs, As far as explaining Francoise’s inability to tell the time is concerned, she herself certainly never gave me any clues. For in spree of che anger usually produced in me by her wrong answers, Francoise would neither apologize for her mistake nor try to explain it. She stayed mute, looking as if she could not hear me, which completed my exasperation. I would have liked to hear one word of excuse, if only to throw it back at her, but there was nothing.  Only indifferent silence.


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240 THE CAPTIVE 

 I have said that Bergotte never went out of doors, and when he got out of bed for an hour in his room, he would be smothered in shawls, rugs, all the things with which a person covers himself before exposing himself to intense cold or going on a railway journey. He would apologise for them to the few friends whom he allowed to penetrate to his sanctuary; pointing to his tartan plaids, his travelling-rugs, he would say merrily: “After all, my dear fellow, life, as Anaxagoras has said, is a journey.” Thus he went on growing steadily colder, a tiny planet offering a prophetic image of the greater, when gradually heat will withdraw from the earth, then life itself. Then the resurrection will have come to an end, for, however far forward into future generations the works of men may shine, there must none the less be men. If certain species hold out longer against the invading cold, when there are no longer any men, and if we suppose Bergotte’s fame to have lasted until then, suddenly it will be extinguished for all time. It will not be the last animals that will read him, for it is scarcely probable that, like the Apostles at Pentecost, they will be able to understand the speech of the various races of mankind without having learned it. 


In the months that preceded his death, Bergotte suffered from insomnia, and what was worse, whenever he did fall asleep, from nightmares which, if he awoke, made him reluctant to go to sleep again. He had long been a lover of dreams, even bad dreams, because thanks to them, thanks to the contradiction they present to the reality which we have before us in our waking state, they give us, at the moment of waking if not before, the profound sensation of having slept. But Bergotte’s nightmares were not like that. When he spoke of nightmares, he used in the past to mean unpleasant things that happened in his brain. Latterly, it was as though from somewhere outside himself that he would see a hand armed with a damp cloth which, rubbed over his face by an evil woman, kept trying to wake him; or an intolerable itching in his thighs; or the rage—because Bergotte had murmured in his sleep that he was driving badly—of a raving lunatic of a cabman who flung himself upon the writer, biting and gnawing his fingers. Finally, as soon as it had grown sufficiently dark in his sleep, nature would arrange a sort of undress rehearsal of the apoplectic stroke that was to carry him off. Bergotte would arrive in a carriage beneath the porch of Swann’s new house, and would try to get out. A shattering attack of dizziness would pin him to his seat; the concierge would try to help him out; he would remain seated, unable to lift himself up or straighten his legs. He would cling to the stone pillar in front of him, but could not find sufficient support to enable him to stand. 


He consulted doctors who, flattered to be summoned by him, saw in his virtues as an incessant worker (he had done nothing for twenty years), in overwork, the cause of his ailments. They advised him not to read frightening stories (he never read anything), to take more advantage of the sunshine, which was “indispensable to life” (he had owed a few years of comparative health only to his rigorous confinement at home), to take more nourishment (which made him thinner, and nourished nothing but his nightmares). One of his doctors was blessed with an argumentative and contrary spirit, and whenever Bergotte saw him in the absence of the others and, in order not to offend him, suggested to him as his own ideas what the others had advised, this doctor, thinking that Bergotte was trying to get him to prescribe something that he liked, would at once forbid it, often for reasons invented so hurriedly to meet the case that, in face of the material objections which Bergotte raised, the doctor, contradicting him, was obliged in the same sentence to contradict himself, but, for fresh reasons, repeated the original prohibition. Bergotte would return to one of the previous doctors, a man who prided himself on his wit, especially in the presence of one of the masters of the pen, and who, if Bergotte insinuated: “I seem to remember, though, that Dr X-———told me—long ago, of course—that that might affect my kidneys and my brain . , . ," would smile mischievously, raise his finger and announce: “I said use, } did not say abuse. Naturally every drug, if one takes it in excess, becomes a double-edged weapon.” There is in the human body a certain instinct for what is beneficial to us, as there is in the heart for what is our moral duty, an instinct which no authorisation by a doctor of medicine or divinity can replace. We know that cold baths are bad for us, but we like them: we can always find a doctor to recommend them, not to prevent them from doing us harm. From each of these doctors Bergotte took something which, in his own wisdom, he had forbidden himself for years past. After a few weeks, his old troubles had reappeared and the new ones had become worse. Maddened by uninterrupted pain, to which was added insomnia broken only by brief spells of nightmare, Bergotte called in no more doctors and tried with success, but to excess, different narcotics, trustingly reading the prospectus that accompanied each of them, a prospectus which proclaimed the necessity of sleep but hinted that all the preparations which induce it (except the one contained in the bottle round which the prospectus was wrapped, which never produced any toxic effect) were toxic, and therefore made the remedy worse than the disease. Bergotte tried them all. Some of these drugs may be of a different family from those to which one is accustomed, by-products, for instance, of amyl and ethyl. When one absorbs a new drug, entirely different in composition, it is always with a delicious expectancy of the unknown. One’s heart beats as at a first assignation. To what unknown forms of sleep, of dreams, is the newcomer going to lead one? It is inside one now, it is in control of one’s thoughts. In what way is one going to fall asleep? And, once asleep, by what strange paths, up to what peaks, into what unfathomed gulfs will this all-powerful master lead one? What new group of sensations will one meet with on this journey? Will it lead to illness? To blissful happiness? To death? 


Bergotte’s death came to him the day after he had thus entrusted himself to one of these friends (a friend? an enemy?) who proved too strong. 


The circumstances of his death were as follows. A fairly mild attack of uraemia had led to his being ordered to rest. But, an art critic having written somewhere that in Vermeer’s View of Delft (lent by the Gallery at The Hague for an exhibition of Dutch painting), a picture which he adored and imagined that he knew by heart, a little patch of yellow wall (which he could not remember) was so well painted that it was, if one looked at it by itself, like some priceless specimen of Chinese art, of a beauty that was sufficient in itself, Bergotte ate a few potatoes, left the house, and went to the exhibition. At the first few steps he had to climb, he was overcome by an attack of dizziness. He walked past several pictures and was struck by the aridity and pointlessness of such an artificial kind of art, which was greatly inferior to the sunshine of a windswept Venetian palazzo, or of an ordinary house by the sea. At last he came to the Vermeer which he remembered as more striking, more different from anything else he knew, but in which, thanks to the critic’s article, he noticed for the first time some small figures in blue, that the sand was pink, and, finally, the precious substance of the tiny patch of yellow wall. His dizziness increased; he fixed his gaze, like a child upon a yellow butterfly that it wants to catch, on the precious little patch of wall. “That’s how I ought to have written,” he said. “My last books are too dry, I ought to have gone over them with a few layers of colour, made my language precious in itself, like this little patch of yellow wall.” Meanwhile he was not unconscious of the gravity of his condition. In a celestial pair of scales there appeared to him, weighing down one of the pans, his own life, while the other contained the little patch of wall so beautifully painted in yellow. He felt that he had rashly sacrificed the former for the latter. ‘All the same,” he said to himself, “I shouldn’t like to be the headline news of this exhibition for the evening papers.” 


He repeated to himself: “Little patch of yellow wall, with a sloping roof, little patch of yellow wall.” Meanwhile he sank down on to a circular settee; whereupon he suddenly ceased to think that his life was in jeopardy and, reverting to his natural optimism, told himself: “It’s nothing, merely a touch of indigestion from those potatoes, which were under-cooked.” A fresh attack struck him down; he rolled from the settee to the floor, as visitors and attendants came hurrying to his assistance. He was dead. Dead for ever? Who can say? Certainly, experiments in spiritualism offer us no more proof than the dogmas of religion that the soul survives death. All that we can say is that everything is arranged in this life as though we entered it carrying a burden of obligations contracted in a former life; there is no reason inherent in the conditions of life on this earth that can make us consider ourselves obliged to do good, to be kind and thoughtful, even to be polite, nor for an atheist artist to consider himself obliged to begin over again a score of times a piece of work the admiration aroused by which will matter little to his worm-eaten body, like the patch of yellow wall painted with so much skill and refinement by an artist destined to be for ever unknown and barely identified under the name Vermeer. All these obligations, which have no sanction in our present life, seem to belong to a different world, a world based on kindness, scrupulousness, self-sacrifice, a world entirely different from this one and which we leave in order to be born on this earth, before perhaps returning there to live once again beneath the sway of those unknown laws which we obeyed because we bore their precepts in our hearts, not knowing whose hand had traced them there—those laws to which every profound work of the intellect brings us nearer and which are invisible onlyif then!—to fools. So that the idea that Bergotte was not dead for ever is by no means improbable. 


They buried him, but all through that night of mourning, in the lighted shop-windows, his books, arranged three by three, kept vigil like angels with outspread wings and seemed, for him who was no more, the symbol of his resurrection. 

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I guessed long afterward that I had been wrong in accusing the newspapers of inaccuracy, for Albertine had not met Bergotte on that day at all. But I had not suspected it for a moment, she had told me the story so naturally, and it was only much later that I recognized her charming gift for lying with simplicity. What she said, what she confessed had so much the same character as the forms of the obviously true—those things we see or learn quite undeniably—that she scattered into the empty spaces of life (4 episodes of another life whose falsehood I did not then suspect. This w falsehood would repay further examination. The universe is true for all of us and different for each one. 

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But could I have been sure even then? The evidence of the senses is itself a mental event in which conviction creates belief. We have often seen the sense of hearing bring to Francoise not the word actually spoken, but the one she believed to be right, and that this was sufficient for her to ignore the correc. tion implicit in a better pronunciation. Our butler was no different. M. de Charlus was at that time in the habit of wearing very light-colored trousers which would have been recognizable anywhere. Now the butler, who thought that the word pissotiére (meaning what M. de Rambuteau had been so dis tressed to hear the Duc de Guermantes call a “Rambuteau shelter”) was pistiere, never in his whole life actually heard anyone say pissotiére, even though the word was often pronounced that way in his hearing. But erroris more stubborn than faith and does not examine its beliefs. I constantly heard the butler say, “M. le Baron de Charlus must have caught a disease, he spends so much time in the same pistiére. That’s what he gets for all those years running after women. You can tell from those trousers he wears. This morning, Madam sent me on an errand to Neuilly. As I went past the pi tiére in the rue de Bourgogne I saw M. le Baron de Charlus going in. On the way back from Neuilly, a good hour later, I saw his cream-colored trousers in the same pistiére, in the same place, in the middle, where he always stands so that nobody can see him.” 


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 Had M. de Charlus, during his over-heated journeys from Donciéres to Douville, acquired the habit of relaxation, and just as he pushed his straw hat back on his head to let his enormous forehead breathe, had he begun to loosen, at first just for a few moments, the mask too tightly covering his real face? His matrimonial manners with Morel would have rightly astonished anyone who knew that he no longer loved him. But in M. de Charlus’s case, the narrow range of pleasures offered by his vice had come to bore him. He had instinctively sought to break new physical limits and then, tiring of the strangers he met, had gone to the opposite extreme and chosen what he had thought he would always loathe, the simulacrum of a “marriage” or of “fatherhood.” Sometimes even that did not satisfy him, he had to do something new, and he would go and spend the night with a woman, in the way a normal man might, once in his life, want to sleep with a boy, out of the same kind of curiosity, each the mirror-image of the other, and each equally unhealthy. The Baron’s life as “one of the crowd,” living as he did, because of Charlie, entirely within the Verdurin clan, had had the same effect, in undoing the efforts he had made for so long to keep up a false appearance, as a voyage of exploration or a stay in the colonies can have on certain Europeans, who lose while abroad the guiding principles that ruled their lives in France. And yet the inward revolution of a mind, unconscious at first of the abnormality within itself, then frightened by it when it had recognized it, and finally becoming so familiar with it that it no longer recognized the danger of admitting it to other people, having learned to admit it without shame to itself, had been even more effective in freeing M. de Charlus from the last ties of social constraint than the time spent at the Verdurins’. For no exile at the South Pole or at the top of Mont Blanc can detach us more from other people than a lengthy stay inside an inner vice, that is to say, a way of thinking different from theirs. A vice (for such the Baron used to call it), to which he now gave the amiable character of a mere fault, very common, quite likable and almost amusing, like laziness, forgetfulness or too great a liking for food. Recognizing the curiosity that his odd personality aroused, M. de Charlus took a certain pleasure in satisfying it, stimulating and encouraging it. Just as a certain Jewish journalist daily defends Catholicism, probably not expecting to be taken seriously, but in order not to disappoint the readers who appreciate his humor, M. de Charlus jokingly attacked immorality, in the little set, as he might have affected an English accent or imitated Mounet-Sully,* without waiting to be asked, a talented amateur singing for his supper with a good grace; so that M. de Charlus now threatened to report Brichot to the Sorbonne for walking out with young men, as the circumcised columnist punctuates his prose with “France, the eldest daughter of the Church” and the “Sacred Heart of Jesus,” without the least hypocrisy, but with a certain theatrical affectation. And it is not only his new vocabulary, so different from the words he formerly allowed himself to use, that would be a rewarding study, but also the change in his intonations and gestures, which both now bore a Surprising resemblance to everything he had once most scathingly condemned; he now emitted, quite without thinking, something like the little ‘queals—involuntary in his case, and therefore all the more revealing—that homosexuals produce—in their case deliberately—when they call out to tach other—“darling!”; as if this purposely “camp” manner, which M. de Charlus had so long avoided like the plague, were nothing but a brilliant, faithful imitation of the intonations that the Charluses of this world inevitably develop when they reach a certain phase of their disease, just as a tertiary syphilitic or a sufferer from ataxia cannot fail in the end to present certain symptoms. In reality—as this deep-rooted affectation revealed the only difference between the stern Charlus I had once known, dressed a| in black, with his hair cut short, and made-up young men dripping with jewels, was the purely superficial one that we see between an agitated per. son, talking all the time and constantly fidgeting, and a mental sufferer who speaks slowly, is impossible to rouse, but in the eyes of a clinician is plainly affected by the same neurasthenia, eaten up by the same anxieties and sutfering from the same physical defects.

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M. de Charlus was handing over his overcoat with the familiarity of, frequent guest. But the footman to whom he was offering it was a new one just a boy. Now M. de Charlus often lost the place, as they say, nowadays ang no longer had a sense of what was and was not done. He had had a praise. worthy desire, at Balbec, to show that he was not alarmed by certain sub. jects, not afraid to declare of someone, “He’s good-looking,” to say, ina word, the same things as anyone might have said who was not like him; now he sometimes gave expression to this desire by saying things that no one who was not like him would ever have dreamed of saying, things on which his mind was so constantly fixed that he forgot they were not part of everyone’s daily preoccupations. In this way, looking at the new footman, the Baron raised his index finger in the air in a threatening fashion, and, think ing he was making an excellent joke, said, “You! How dare you make eyes at me like that!” and turning to Brichot, “He has a funny little face, hasn’t he? Cute little nose”; then, to complete his teasing, or giving way to an urge, he lowered his finger to the horizontal, pointed it straight at the boy, hesitated a moment, then, unable to contain himself any longer, poked the end of his Nose saying “Beep, beep!” and, followed by Brichot, myself and Saniette who told us that Princess Sherbatoff had died at six o'clock, walked into the drawing-room. “What sort of a house is this?” the foorman thought to himself, and asked his friends if the Baron was a wise guy or a nut. That's just the way he is, replied the butler (who thought he was a bit ‘touched,’ a bit ‘crackers’), but he’s one of Madame'’s friends I've always had the most time for, his heart's in the right place.” 

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...and ill-at-ease whenever I went into society to be able to fix my attention on vaguely pretty objects. It could have been arrested only by the appeal of something which addressed my imagination, as, that evening, a view of Ven. ice might have done, that city on which my thoughts had dwelled for so long in the afternoon, or some general element common to several appearances and more real than any of them, something which always spontaneously aroused in me an inner spirit, normally slumbering, but whose rise to the surface of my consciousness caused me the greatest joy. Now, as I came out of the room they called the theater, and walked with Brichot and M. de Char. lus through the other reception rooms, noticing, placed here and there among other furniture, certain pieces I had seen at La Raspeliére withour paying any attention to them, I grasped a certain family resemblance be. tween the layout of the town house and the chateau, an underlying identity, and I understood Brichot when he said with a smile, “Look, do you see the far end of this room, that might just give you an idea of what the rue Montalivet house was like twenty-five years ago, grande mortalis aevi spatium.” His smile, at the thought of the departed salon which he could see once more, let me understand what it was that Brichot, perhaps unconsciously, preferred about the old room: not its big windows, not the youthful gaiety of the Patrons and their friends, but that unreal part (which I had reconstructed myself from a few similarities between La Raspeliére and the Quai Conti) of which, in a drawing-room as in everything, the outer part, present and observable by everyone, is simply an extension: that part which had become purely spiritual, whose color existed only in the mind of my old companion, who could not show it to me, that pare which detaches itself from the outer world to find refuge in our souls, which it enhances, and with whose normal substance it merges, transforming itself there—vanished houses, people of former days, dishes of fruit from remembered suppersinto the translucent alabaster of our memories, whose color we cannot show to others as only we can see it (so that we can truthfully say to them that they cannot imagine the past, that it was nothing like anything they have seen), and which we cannot contemplate inwardly without being moved, when we think that the existence of our thought is the condition of these things’ continued survival, for a little while, the light of lamps that have gone out and the scent of arbors that will flower no more. And it was no doubt for this reason that the rue Montalivet drawing-room outshone, in Brichot’s eyes, the Verdurins’ present house. But, on the other hand, it added to the new house, for the professor, a beauty which it could never have for a newcomer. Those pieces of the old furniture which had been relocated here, the same groupings sometimes retained, and which I myself recognized from La Raspeliére, integrated into the present salon parts of the old one which somecimes recalled it to the point of hallucination and then seemed almost unreal in the way they evoked, in the midst of ambient reality, fragments of a destroyed world which seemed to be existing elsewhere. A dream sofa rising up among new, all-too-real armchairs, the brocade cover of a gaming-table raised to the dignity of a person since, like a person, it had a past, a memory, still scorched by the sun shining through the windows of the rue Montalivet (the hour of whose arrival it knew as well as Mme Verdurin herself) and through the french windows at Douville, where it had been taken and from where it looked out all day over the carefully planted flower garden and across the deep valley waiting for the time when Cottard and the violinist would have their game of cards, a bunch of violets and pansies drawn in pastel, the gift of a friend, a great artist now dead, sole surviving fragment of a life vanished without trace, the summing-up of a talent and a long friendship, recalling his gentle, intent gaze, his fine, plump hand with its sad look while he was painting; this charming clutter, this disorderly display of the gifts of the faithful which followed the mistress of the house everywhere she went and finally took on the structure, the fixity of a character trait; a profusion of bouquets, of chocolate boxes which developed systematically, here as there, according to an identical pattern of flowering; a sprinkling of those strange, superfluous objects chat look as if they had just emerged from their gift-wrappings and remain throughout their lives what they were to begin with, New Year's presents; all those objects that one could not consider in isolarion, but which for Brichot, an old habicué of the Verdurins’ parties, had the patina, the velvety touch of those things which acquire 2 kind of depth from being inhabited by their spiritual doubles; these things, strewa about, all set singing before his eyes as many musical notes which awakened beloved resemblances in his heart, confused reminiscences which marked off and cut out of the present-day salon, which they patterned here and there, as a frame of sunlight does on a fine day, pieces of furniture and car pets, pursuing from a cushion to a flower-stand, from a stool to a waft of perfume, from a lighting effect to a predominance of colors, molding, call ing up, making spiritual, bringing to life a form which, as it were, was the ideal figure, immanent in all their successive dwellings, of the Verdurins drawing-room. 






Saturday, October 08, 2022

Eric Gill

 It must have been about the year 1890 that a small incident occurred which, to the amateur of psycho analysis, might seem to have a grim significance. Near where we lived was a bakery. It was, from a business man's point of view, a progressive affair and was organized on factory lines. I remember the tea-table excitement when about this time they put up on the roof a great big sign with letters against the sky proclaiming CLARK'S MACHINE-MADE BREAD. I thought little about it. I had no opinions about such things at that time. Mother's cake was always held to be better than anything bought at the shop-nice and hot and crusty from the oven Madeira cake was generally held to be only less of a bore than "Seed" cake and as for "Fairy" cakes, unless hot and crisp, they are nothing but a suburban nastiness. But the mere word "machine-made" didn't signify quality, either good or bad. But one day Mrs. Hart came to call on my mother-you don't know her, never mind, she came to tea -afternoon-tea in the drawing-room, and I was brought in to say "How d'you do?." As I went in they were talking about Clark's Steam Bakery and I overheard Mrs. Hart saying in a horrified whisper, "And do you know-there was a black beetle in it..." Nothing more was said, but I dimly gather that Mrs. Hart was airing a generally acceptable notion that such a happening was a divine punishment upon those who thus profaned the domestic arts. Nothing more was said, but the atmosphere was one of horror. There was a clear implication of worse horrors to come if housewives persisted in patronizing such black arts as machine-bakery. It was all very mysterious. I have the impression that, with a child's delight in horrors, I must have asked questions about that beetle; for I have the impression that I was told to be quiet. I remember the air of mystery. Where did the beetle come from? How did it get there? Was it alive? Was it poisonous?