Generally Nietzsche was not concerned with the impression he was making on people. During these migrant years, people remembered his quietness, his passivity, his soft voice, his poor but neatly kept dress, the scrupulous good manners he showed toward all, particularly women, and the eerie absence of expression produced by the fact of his mouth being permanently invisible behind the mustache and his eyes behind blueor green-lensed glasses, his whole face further deeply shaded by the green visor. But for all that, he was no shadow, he was never overlooked; his presence was all the more noticeable for the noli me tangere aura within which he moved. He made the discovery that “The gentlest, and most reasonable of men can, if he wears a large mustache, sit as it were in its shade and feel safe there-he will usually be seen as no more than the appurtenance of a large mustache, that is to say a military type, easily angered and occasionally violent-and as such he will be treated.”
Paut Rée came to Genoa in February 1882, bearing the typewriter. The Malling-Hansen Writing Ball was a hemispherical contraption resembling a brass hedgehog with each bristle ending in a letter. When depressed by a finger, the bristle printed that letter onto the page. The machine had attracted some notice when it was exhibited in Paris. Nietzsche’s hopes were high that it might enable him to write by touch, thus sparing his eyes. It was not an immediate success. “This machine is as delicate as a small dog and causes a lot of trouble.” It had been damaged in transit and was not working properly but even after it was repaired it was no easier for his eyes to peer at typewriter keys than at the nib of a pen inching along the page. Fortunately, for the moment, Paul Rée was at hand to help. They went to the theater to see Sarah Bernhardt play La Dame aux camélias but the divine Sarah was no greater success than the typewriter: at the end of the first act she collapsed. The audience waited an hour for her to come back and when she did, she burst a blood vessel. Nevertheless, her statuesque form and commanding manner roused in Nietzsche tender memories of Cosima.
In March, Rée moved on to Rome to rejoin Malwida von Meysenbug, who had transferred her “Academy of Free Spirits” from Sorrento to Rome, where it was now called “The Roman Club.” Rée burst in one evening, harassed and broke, having lost all his money on the way, gambling in Monte Carlo. Apparently a benevolent waiter had lent him the money to get this far. Malwida scuttled out to pay off the waiting cab while Rée joined the circle of assembled free spirits, and found himself immediately spellbound by the startling personality of Lou Salomé,” an elegant and cosmopolitan twenty-one-year-old half-Russian girl of great magnetism, originality and intelligence. Lou was traveling with her mother, ostensibly for her health but in fact to take advantage of greater intellectual opportunities than Russia liked to offer its women. Lou’s father, a Russian general ennobled for his part in the Napoleonic wars, was dead, whereupon Lou and her mother had traveled from St. Petersburg to Zurich for Lou to pursue her intellectual ambitions. She attended lectures at Zurich University but she had started to spit blood, a signal to move south. A letter of introduction brought her to Malwida’s Roman salon where, not for the first time or the last, Lou plunged into the role of intellectual femme fatale. Lou Salomé bewitched many eminent intellectuals during her long lifetime, including Rainer Maria Rilke and Sigmund Freud.
Nietzsche’s name was pronounced as that of a god by Rée and Malwida at the Roman Club. Naturally, Lou expressed a strong wish to meet him. Nietzsche was still in Genoa, and Lou immediately started a close relationship with his friend Rée. When Malwida’s literary salon closed its doors at midnight, Rée would escort Lou home. Soon they were strolling the streets around the Colosseum every night between the hours of midnight and two. Such behavjor naturally shocked Lou’s mother. Even the progressive feminist Malwida protested. “Thus I discovered,” Lou wrote disingenuously, “the extent to which idealism in such matters can interfere with the urge toward personal freedom.”'? She was never averse to playing siren or Circe. By her own admission she had early determined that she would get her way at all times. She regarded truth-telling as “enforced stinginess” that should never be allowed to interfere with a primary goal. “I was mightily spoiled at home, so I felt omnipotent. Without my image in the mirror I would be homeless,” she wrote in her memoirs, which are devastatingly clear-eyed about her own personality while magnificently careless of other truths.
Rée wrote ecstatically to Nietzsche about the “energetic, unbelievably clever being with girlish, even childish qualities . . The Russian girl you must absolutely get to know.””°
Sniffing one of Malwida’s marriage plans, Nietzsche replied jokily from Genoa that if this meant marriage, he’d put up with it for two years, but no longer. What Nietzsche did not know was that Lou was as averse to the idea of marriage as he was. All her life, she preferred to live with two men at a time. She did, in fact, marry five years later but only because her suitor stabbed himself in the chest and threatened to finish the job if she refused. They remained married for forty-five years, devoted to each other throughout, though the marriage was never consummated and she was perfectly happy for the housekeeper to be her husband’s long-term mistress while Lou imported her own devoted admirers into the marriage, the of whom was Rée.
In Genoa, Nietzsche saw the opera Carmen for the first time. As soon as he could, he saw it again. Before he died he would see it twenty times. Carmen replaced his obsession with Tristan und Isolde. With music by Bizet and a libretto based on a novella by Prosper Mérimée, the opera had no pretensions toward the sublime or even the extraordinary. Unlike Wagner, it offered no adventures of the soul and might even be called a materialist opera. Carmen requires no super-sized orchestra. Its tunes are tremendously hummable. It lasts a short time. It ignores the metaphysical. It is not about gods and legends, not yout kings and queens. It tells a tabloid tale
of lust among the lower class. Don José is an undistinguished little corporal whose well-regimented, narrow life collides with the Dionysian in the shape of Carmen, a passionate and sexually voracious girl who works in a cigarette factory. Carmen is a femme fatale who (like Lou Salomé) takes and discards men on her own terms. The incomprehending and uncontrollable uproar of lust, jealousy and possessiveness that Carmen rouses in Don José inevitably leads to him murdering her in a Dionysian frenzy.
Having expressed her wish to travel to Genoa to meet Nietzsche, Lou became angry on hearing that he would not wait there for her to come. He had decided to leave Genoa for Messina. In terms of Nietzsche's health, the decision made little sense. If Genoa was getting too hot for him in the month of March, Sicily was hotter still. But his recent summers in the mountains had now made him decide that summering at higher altitudes brought him closer to the electricity in the clouds, aggravating his condition. Instead, he would try a summer at the furthest distance achievable from heaven: sea level. Besides, Carmen had roused a hunger for the south.
“The vulgar element in everything that pleases in Southern Europe .. . does not escape me; but it does not offend me, just as little as does the vulgarity that one encounters on a walk through Pompeii [he was probably referring to the erotic art] and basically even when reading any ancient book. Why is this? Is it because there is no shame and everything vulgar acts as confidently and self-assuredly as anything noble, lovely, and passionate in the same kind of music or novel? “The animal’ has its own right, just like che human being; let it run about freely-and you too, my dear fellow man, are still an animal, despite everything!””’
The other pull to Messina was Wagner, who was spending the winter there with Cosima. There had been no contact between
Nietzsche and Wagner for three years, but Nietzsche had frequently dreamt of him and Cosima. His dreams were friendly, positive and ungrudging. He would like to see them again.
He wrote eight lighthearted little poems called The Idylls of Mes
sina, mostly about boats and goats and maidens, and he boarded a
boat for Messina with a high heart. He was horribly seasick. By the time he arrived in Sicily, he was physically wrecked and Wagner and Cosima had already left. Wagner had suffered chest spasms in Palermo and run home. The scorching sirocco was blowing from the Carthaginian coast, a wind well known for depressing the spirits and gritting every surface and crevice with tiny, unbearable particles of sand. The only redeeming feature of Nietzsche’s uncomfortable trip to Sicily was the sight of the volcano of Stromboli, whose legends of flying ghosts would later enter his tale of Zarathustra.
Cards and letters from Rée continued to arrive hymning the intelligence of Lou Salomé. Nietzsche received a letter from Malwida that was almost a summons: “A very remarkable girl (I believe Rée has written to you about her)... seems to me to have arrived at much the same results you have so far in philosophical thinking, i.e. at practical idealism with a discarding of every metaphysical assumption and concern for the explanation of metaphysical problems. Rée and I agree in the wish to see you together with this extraordinary being...”
Another dreadful boat ride brought him back from Sicily. When he had recovered, he boarded a train for Rome.
Before she had even met Nietzsche Lou had determined to live with him and Rée in a ménage @ trois. She envisioned it an Heilige Dreteinigkeit, a Holy Trinity of philosophizing free spirits “filled almost to bursting with spirituality and keenness of mind.”
Her fantasy took shape during the time leading up to Nietzsche's arrival in Rome, as she prowled miasmic midnights round the Colosseum with Rée pontificating on philosophy and tantalizing her with endless talk of his brilliant friend.
“T will confess honestly,” she wrote, “that a simple dream first convinced me of the feasibility of my plan, which flew directly in the face of all social conventions. In it I saw a pleasant study filled with books and flowers, flanked by two bedrooms, and us walking back and forth between them, colleagues, working together in a joyful and earnest bond.”! The disposition of the two bedrooms between the three of them was not made clear.
Lou did not hide her unconventional plan from Malwida, who called it a brazen fantasy and began to worry. Lou’s ineffectual and permanently outmaneuvered mother talked of summoning her brothers against the disreputable scheme. Everyone was against it. Even Rée, Lou said, was “somewhat perplexed,” though he was wholeheartedly in love. Within the first three weeks of knowing her he had asked her to marry him, including in the proposal the unusual condition that there would be no sex, because it disgusted him. Lou was also disgusted by sex following a traumatic episode in her late teens in St. Petersburg when her trusted intellectual mentor, a married elderly Dutch priest with daughters of her own age, had suddenly forced himself upon her. Rée’s proposal of a mariage blanc would have been to her taste had she been fond of her reputation. It would certainly have conferred respectability. But Lou never gave a fig for her reputation. Throughout her long life, she loved nothing better than to épater les bourgeois.
WHILE LOU AND HER MOTHER WENT TO THE OVERBECKS IN Basel, Nietzsche went straight from Lucerne to Naumburg to prepare The Gay Science for his publisher. He hired the services of a bankrupt tradesman, who took dictation while Elisabeth read from the manuscript in which he announces for the first time the death of God. He tells it like this: “Haven't you heard of that madman who in the bright morning lit a lantern and ran around the marketplace crying incessantly, ‘I’m looking for God! I’m looking for God!’ Since many of those who did not believe in God were standing around together just then, he caused great laughter. Has he been lost, then? asked one. Did he lose his way like a child? asked another. Or is he hiding? Is he afraid of us? Has he gone to sea? Emigrated? ... The madman jumped into their midst and pierced them with his eyes. “Where is God?’ he cried; ‘I’ll tell you! We have killed him-you and I! We are all his murderers. But how did we do this? How were we able to drink up the sea? Who gave us the sponge to wipe away the entire horizon? What were we doing when we unchained this earth from its sun? Where is it moving to now? Where are we moving to? Away from all suns? Are we not continually falling ...Is there still an up and a down? Aren’t we straying as though through an infinite nothing?
Isn’t empty space breathing at us? Hasn’t it got colder? ... Do we still hear nothing of the noise of the gravediggers who are burying God? Do we smell nothing of the divine decomposition?-Gods, too, decompose! God is dead! God remains dead! And we have killed him. How can we console ourselves, the murderers of all mur. derers! The holiest and mightiest thing the world has ever possessed has bled to death under our knives: who will wipe this blood from us? ... Is the magnitude of this deed not too great for us? Do we not ourselves have to become gods merely to appear worthy of it? There never was a greater deed-and whoever is born after us will on ac. count of this belong to a higher history than up to now!’”
The crowd look at him disconcertedly and the madman observes, “This deed is still more remote to them [the post-deists] than the remotest stars-and yet they have done it themselves!” He throws the lantern that gives the new light down onto the ground. Leaving the crowd in the marketplace, he forces his way into the churches that lie in his path. In each church he strikes up a requiem for the soul of God, using a form of words that is a blasphemous parody of the requiem for the dead. The people, though they no longer believe in God, are offended by his behavior and they evict him forcibly from their churches.
“What then are these churches now,” he asks them, “if not the tombs and sepulchres of God?”'
Later in the same book, Nietzsche rehearses another idea that he will enlarge on in his later philosophy: that following the death of a god, his statue will still be shown for centuries in a cave where it will continue to cast a tremendous and gruesome shadow on the wall. God is dead, yes. But, given the ways of men, Nietzsche prophesies, there will remain for thousands of years the shadow of the morality he imparted. It is the stern job of the Argonaut of the spirit to vanquish the shadow, as well as the god himself.?
Both stories placed a heavy burden on the shoulders of nineteenthcentury rationalists (such as Rée) who, having killed God, did not seem to realize the consequence that you cannot keep the ethical content of Christianity without its theology. The rational materialists must also address the consequence switch in moral power. In this lurked the possibility of vast and catastrophic consequences for mankind. “Incipit tragoedia,’ Nietzsche prophesied at the end ,tragedy looms.